There Is Tomorrow…

Training in a hospital doesn't only mean encountering new and exciting experiences. Some days, there is an unexpected situation (or expected, but it turned out to be worse).

When that happens, do I get upset or disappointed in myself?

The answer is yes!

Of course I'll be angry with myself! Like, every time! Even now, when I look back on those mistakes, I just want to hit my head against the wall as if to bury it inside!

But one day, after another upsetting event, I was suddenly struck by an idea.

I still have tomorrow...

Even though my ability isn't enough today, there is tomorrow when I can improve it. This is not the end! If today was my last day to be alive, this failure would become the last thing I should worry about. So, today's failure isn't the problem I should spend my brain energy on from the first place!

Now that I think about it, I'm really grateful that I still have tomorrow to improve myself!